natalie?

yesterday i had the privelege of experiencing what might be the most uncomfortable thirty seconds of my young life. it wouldn’t have been so completely awkward had it taken place anywhere else besides a church bathroom. but it makes a funny anecdote. and the five minutes that followed were surprisingly normal. i like to create scenarios in my head with a hollywood amount of drama and emotion. in real life, it was two strangers meeting and two old friends catching up.

i have learned a few things about myself recently:
i have more pride than i give myself credit for.
i am mostly ok with how i look.
i am terrified of just settling.