if you make $3 a day, you’re rich by global standards

here are some things i find myself doing lately:

– watching early seasons of gilmore girls and still crushing on jess
– working
– looking for another job
– missing clayton
– adding to the “wedding ideas” file on my computer
– looking forward to wednesday night bible study
– getting very antsy about wanting to move out
– worrying about how clayton and i will possibly have enough money
– remembering how much fun seattle was this summer
– trying to get over my fear of flying
– hoping that one day clayton wakes up and falls in love with grace family church
– wishing there were more people i could text since i now have unlimited texting priveleges
– writing songs and attempting to put music to them
– really trying to make more girl friends
– freaking out about the nathan/julie wedding being on the same day as the tori/wes wedding
– wondering how on earth c.n. got engaged before i did — not that it’s not awesome, but when did she even start dating?