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May
20
Posted by natalienoa.
my best friend is getting married in 3 weeks!
i hope i don’t forget to pack my bridesmaid dress.
May
17
Posted by natalienoa.
it didn’t take me very long to find it. surprising, because i had something so very specific in mind. and then there it was — it said everything i’d wanted to say in four short words.
guess what?chicken butt.
May
16
Posted by natalienoa.
this is getting beyond frustrating. three weeks, three doctors, two inhalers, 20 blood-drawing pricks, and seven shots later absolutely nothing has changed. excpet that i might be pre-allergic to dust. thanks, doc. here’s 40 dollars. i keep getting these images of my story appearing on “mystery diagnosis” on tlc. i know i have a ways to go before that happens, but the point is no one has any idea what the heck is wrong with me and in the meantime …
May
12
Posted by natalienoa.
myspace is draining my soul.
May
10
Posted by natalienoa.
if someone had bet me a million dollars that one day i would miss tallahassee, i would have shook their hand, called them a mean name, and laughed in their face without hesitating. well, someone should have bet me because today, right at this moment, they would be able to retire. as i am almost finished unpacking and organizing my “new” room, it is hitting me. the people, the places, the routine that have completely become memories. however recent, that …
May
9
Posted by natalienoa.
tonight after my mom and i walked for awhile…i ran!slowly. for about 7 minutes. until my chest started to feel weird and tight again. but, i ran! i didn’t pass out. i didn’t have trouble breathing. those have to be good signs. count me in for the next 5k.
the doctor told me that the next step is a breathing test at the hospital, which will determine if i really do have asthma. how ridiculous is it that i am the …
May
7
Posted by natalienoa.
clayton leaves for tallahassee today and i don’t know what i am going to do with myself. three short months, that’s nothing. lots of visits. reacquaint the boy with email. and we will be just fine.
i’m getting more and more apprehensive about living back in tampa. i left for a reason, or for several reasons. being in this house has a funny way of making me feel sixteen again. and that’s not a good thing. i just don’t want …
May
2
Posted by natalienoa.
this weekend was eventful. first, i graduated. second, i started having chest pains and went to the emergency room. third, a chest x-ray and an ekg showed that my heart looked normal (…and exhale). fourth, the doctor prescribed me an inhaler and clayton now calls me fat girl.
so, all the excitement leading up to graduation kind of melted into worry, followed by extreme relief. the doctor’s guess is that i developed a bronchial reaction to all the pollen, etc. that …